Cue my beloved Beatles:
"Woke up, got out of bed, dragged a comb across my head..."
Only make it a brush.
Anyway, I'm proud of myself this morning because even though I'm afraid right now, not to sugarcoat it: it's pretty much abject fear, regarding no income (although I'm okay on that front for a while, but I don't want to be burning through my savings!!!) and no health insurance (ABJECT fear, 24/7), I got myself up and fed the pets, ate a super healthy breakfast (three ingredients, people: one organic banana, organic plain yogurt, and organic cinnamon--woot!), and then went out and WALKED with my dear dog.
What a beautiful morning in St. Petersburg, Florida! I thought it was going to be too hot already, as the sun coming in through the windows was already intense at around 8:55 a.m. But no, though it was sunny, it was also still mercifully cool and there was a blissfully refreshing, cool sea breeze coming in from the Gulf, if I'm not mistaken about the wind direction.
The star jasmine is in wonderfully fragrant bloom throughout my neighborhood, including on my own little fence between the front and back yard, and Hurley and I got refreshingly oxygenated with fresh air, infused with jasmine. I noticed that a jacaranda tree was also in lavender bloom, and so many other plants and trees are flowering away.
I highly recommend getting outside and walking as the best anti-depressant, anti-anxiety, anti-fear, empowering tonic available!
The jasmine, the jacaranda, the sea breeze, all were saying, in their way, a line from a song that I can't stand EXCEPT when nature says it to me: "Don't worry, be happy." When nature says it, I believe it. "Be here now," it followed with. And I was able to. And I'm grateful.
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